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x 4/12/2004 06:49:00 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2004
eppo e tai tai ehhhhh ya
my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will i be denied,christ,tourniquet
i swear.evanescence are trying ta put on the goth look thingay.shal i do recap of yesterdae.nothing usually happens on sundaes.
saturday.
mmh.woke up at 0545.eh.to u its early.to me its a solid thirty minutes than the average day.and then.mmhs.made mie wae ta school.reached school.started toe weaving.I LOVE TOE WEAVING.hahas.surprising tt hinna banana bandana noes the whole My Band frm Eminem.dam cute.toe weaved til round.erms.1025.hahas.
kaes.went to pasir ris library to return malay books.ha.`deari was looking down frm e library.so swit!.hahas.then talked for a bit there.hahas.yr such a lovabl assholes.u noe how embarrassing it was fer us both to be tickling each other in e middl of nowher.hahas.luv u so much honei`
took a long long nap.til round.1615 hours.mmhs.woke up.took a bath.changed to guides u.got a lift from mumm.but yet i was so freakin earLie.in e train.blasted evanescence.isit sucha sin to listen to evanescence in guides uni?.bloody hell.
arrived in school.uni check.ai ya.my scarf was quite alright.onie the knot was showing.heekx.then walked al the wae from kcs.to victoria.mmhs.mrs teo took a car there?!.then she walked frm vs to mandarin gardens and told us tt it only starts at.seven.thirtay pm.retarded can.we were practising the shark song in the middle of nowherre.mmhs.
arrived at vs.east spring guides had the most pathetic number of guides.was facing the big big Leornado Da Vinci thingy.vs has the money fer this things?.then went to the entrance of the campfire.had to sign the guestbook and go on a wooden plank into some farnie astec tent thingay.i swear,the number of squeals we produced cld hav made the tent collapse.
we were the earliest?yea.then the east spring scouts sat beside us.they are such chee ko peks.then the comperes fer the night came up on stage.first thing amee did was tap on my back and say.'gay'.ai yoo.clarise was having a gd time turning ard and touching my hair.ha.back to the homos.they were wearing funny uggachaka thingays can.it was gross thinking if they were wearing shorts underneath.mind u.they need brushing up on public speaking.
half the songs we did.we jus swayed and went lalalalala.trying to find the lyrics.then one action song came up.and this guy tapped me on the shouldr and asked me if i cared to dance.clarise pretended to be my girrlfren and went,'we're homos!'.clarise loves homos.
then the three littl chicks song.ran ard the fire.riight.the east spring scouts are such chee ko peks.i swear i had my ass rubbed more than u can sae supercalifragilisticexpealidocious.
sing song sing song.we were always made fun of our Spongebob Squarepants cheer.shal i say.i will nvr date an east spring scout.mmhs.
went back wit light refreshments at abt.1015?.mmhs.
missed ugama.i feel so bad.-.0
stil haven taken a bath.mus tel u ppl.my index finger is shorter than the ring finger.the freakie thing is.the difference is fckin obvious.
mayb ill go take a freaking bath la.
3 days to the 3rd sweetheart`.
where wil u hide
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x 4/11/2004 12:35:00 PM
Thursday, April 08, 2004
there's no way we're gonna giv up
moo
moo
moooooooo
so happy.i have cow.-nods-.a new pair of earrings.a new nametag.a new happy house cow keychain thingy majigg.and yerpx.-claps-.me and kathleen went down to pp jes now.ha.didn go for lunch aftr all ehs.u owe me a solid ten smacks u asshole u.
mmh.have Love Hina.10~!and finished it alrdy.heekx.yerp.so now im left staring at em.must wait for next month for 11?.hmms.oh wells.this episode not as thrilling and.well.er.visualed as the last?.oh wells.
tongue piercing is fer.seventy smacks.heekx.if i save up twenty this month.i hav enuff.-squeals-.must also set aside.four bucks for tt cow i saw in the gift shop kathleen bought tt pig.mmhs.shal get it?.
re run: This Love.(love u deari.erms.how manie more til thirds.-beams-)
mmmhs.nth much happened today.LAP.Science.ha.i got a screaming too cuz i kept on lighting and blowing the flame.ha.oh well.science lab doesnt hav much reception aight.oh wells.almost dropped my phone jus now.
Sonia's gonna leave on tuesday.my homo of a fren.-cries-.im gonna mis u lik fk kaes.malay class wil nvr be the same.no more reading letters from her beloved.and she crapping and crapping abt her crush.i tel u.ur such a homo.
will try to get Planet Janet from Christmas Constipated Cow(christine chow).i have Adrian Mole.it turns u on lik a light bulb i tel u.
ah.so much happened actually onlie tt i forgot.urmphs.well.shall i sae.another dae?
ive written at the back of my journal again.ive only got two more pages.will die of boredom
there she gooes
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x 4/08/2004 11:18:00 PM
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
i like huggles.wtf
yays!
i feel so accomplished
-jumps-
ha.jes cuz i watched the episode where Ginger and Gordo frenched.mmmhs.!-clapps-.so it goes.Gordo went all the way to Avalench Hills wher Ginger was doing some exhange programme and she's all prepped up cuz of the influence ther.bra bra bra.skip details.and den.Ginger runs all the way aftr Gordo when he was leaving and asks whie the hell he travelled.and den Gordo goes.Well.I think im madly in love wit u.bra bra bra.and den asks Ginger.and one way to find out.they french.EEPX!.heekx.so fckin teenge flick.but cute.
reached home at.0230?.amazing ehs.went home wit boon2.yerpx.and i soo think it was Naz jus now in the bus.the chai chee naz.mmhs.heekx.quite cute la ehs.hahas.hope he replies.lerrx.if so.the first impression was dam retarded.cuz i dropped my fone.all the wae to the front.and den i dropped my bag.my earphones all sticking out.gg sorrie3 to the auntie and stuff.heekx.and also i was drumming the air.it was evanescence.i cldnt help it.
jes noticed.after living in Pasir Ris for 12 years.tt there are three hawkr centres.riight.so all this crawling home fer food.i was blinded by these three hawkr centres.uMph.and also realised that there's lik.5 sec schools jus two bus stops awae.im living in a nutshell.
oh.is there lik this movie.erms.Into The Mirror?.i freaked at the advertisements.boon was squealing.ha.i wantd to see the ad so badly.and ya.now its etched in mind.i can get free tics to it lehs.of all movies.
anieone free.tmr?.i wanna go to tm to get stuff.and shop for a bit.so anieone?
ooi's clas is all the bit enlightening.hahas.the goody goody voice ticks her off lik fk.and she scolded me fer drawing a smily face beside the elemental equation.ha.she went all,"so u think yr a scientist now.making ur own new equations.ha.now got funny funny picture".ha.den the class gave suggestions.'oh no no.its to show never ending happines.' bra bra bra.i love my clas.maria stuck paper into ooi's hair.and gayatwee kept on pointing to her slopping bra.
geography was quite alright.ha.ms raudah asked whie it seems tt men wanna marry early while women wanna stae single or marry late.boon boon shouted.'tey cannot control'.heekx.such a horny lil thing.and tt China has one of the worlds highest population of homosexuals.more precise.gays.cuz there are more men than women.no one els to marry off to but men.so yea.homos.ha.told sonia to migrate there instead of Aussie.
shal take a nap
no ones there
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x 4/07/2004 03:48:00 PM
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
inflamation of e throat
fck
ow
my throat hurts
ha.my entries start wit fck nowedaes.wel.im losing my voice.yet again.ermph laaaaa.we didnt do anyth at the escalator okaeee!ha.rite hon`?.
my malay oral was effed up.lampu isyarat as lampu lintas.fad.ur screwed.and tei kept on going.ahhh.this is the granddaughter of cikgu zaiton.so screw me if i always dreaded those times i had to go to her house cuz i'd fall sick right after cuz of the overpopulating dust there.dont sue me.take it frm doctor mah.she said i hav the tendancy to fall sick every fortnightly.
i'm supposed to be doing literature.lorr.but its lik.1050?.mmmhs.i m scrwd.
watched incredible tales.haha.had a fun time scaring deari` wit gg on naming all types of brothels.les brothels.gay brothels.kkaaes.shal stop.-giggls hysterically-
saw germs okiee~!in e mrt.me and izza were gg on and on abt whie teh hell the mrts are made such a wae tt everytime we go up the escalator,we hav to go aaaalllllll the way to the other end to get down the escalator at e next station.and den we saw this bloody girl staring at us.hahas.she was soooo different.her shirt tucked out.her skirt okae la.since i was wearing my p5 pinafore.-grinns-.heekx.
found out she pierced her tongue.NOOO.before me can.and she did it herself.im lik.wtf.hahas.i wanna pierce!but.shal stop at jus three ear holes.fer now.emphasise.for now.
must change my daily doings.i take naps.at evenings.which is lik.er.in the way of my schedule.shal change to one hours.shower.and den hw.shal.TRY.
mmhs.getting late.
shal pretend to sleep under those purpl/blu/pink sheets of mine
my other kidney now?
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x 4/06/2004 10:43:00 PM
Sunday, April 04, 2004
-the tune to My Band
ah fk
cant get the tune out of ma head
oh shit.now its usher's yeah
ha.kaes.woke up early.lik.again.6.aights.watched a bit of telly.den fadzriel came into e room.heekx.he's such a cutie.i say this now.and when he's thirteen.ill be bellowing.'shut up u fckin asshole'.-shrugs-
arhs.my leg hurts.whi.i fell yesterday at my mum's school.it was so embarrassing.i was walking down the stairs and i missed one step.and yea.grabbed the stair railing.the parents behind me jes stared.my mum laughed lik fk.the parents found tt weird.cant teachers laugh at their daughters very intricate doing.some parents shook their head in dissapointment.ha.felt lik boxing their faces.
very happy with the results of Geog Paper 2.-beams-.but im slacking in Population.shal brush up on that.
i might get tuition if my science grades go down in the mid-years.but i cant jus eenie meenie minei moe jus cuz i want tuition eh.
mmmhs.last night cldnt sleep.rahman decided to chat last night.and being the ever so naive me.i went to chat.hahakx.found out quite a bit.found out he lives near me too.lerx.
can hear mie mums.'ler sayang ialah' to my brother.ha.and she calls me fairy dumpling.how very fattening.staring at the pringles container.160 calories.to eat.or to waste.arghs.one piece wont hurt right.
might.
MIGHT.
enter later.
really wanna make u mine
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x 4/04/2004 09:47:00 AM
Saturday, April 03, 2004
heekx
ai ya
another letter from nkf
wat now?take my other kidney from me
2.4.hahax.wat can i sae.it was oki larhx.was walking down overhead bridge back to school.st pats ncc was there.ahakx.daphne was lik."st pats ncc sucks" all the wae down the bridge.
_`dearie.are u sure he does.cuz thats jus gross.eww.eww.ewww.hahax.and long line.don exaggerate.hahax.jus cuz i was in pe attire.sheesh.men
got kuku loret meix pressie.hahas.i cldnt find a nice Cross to go with it.everyth was so goth so didnt get.hahax.got u summin els to replace the cross.ha.mus write meix long long letter.ahakx.hei dearie.stil care fer u meix.lols.u better takkaires.and tel me when u hav ur tt one.!riight.
hahax.showing quraishia mie pics.lerrx.hahax.dam bored.hahax.
shiva u ass.hahax.sorries.but was too tired to think up of new poems tonight.well.you have not won dear friend.-smirks.
mmmhs.school's fine.ooi is stil a pain in the ass.she was lik doing a bigger version of wat ur supposed to write on yr foolscap but then there was no space to write in length wise so she did it width wise.and my classmates were confused.so she and her ah mah talk."u want me write on the wall below the whiteboard arhx".and i bellowed,"sure Mrs Ooi.I wldnt mind".ai yo.tt bitch jus grinned.ha.got away wit it.-smirks-
maths test on.tuesdae arhx.i was informed late.but ah wells.chapters 1 to 3.tt nooryati.i swear to god half the class is convinced shes a character from Incredible Tales.my bisexual fren sonia trying to convince pple.pls la sonia.i think australia would do u good.ha.but don forget me.the one hu showed u ur new sexuality.pls do change to heterosexual in aussie.it might make u 'blend' in.
played 'periodic tabl' game on e wae back home wit kittyy.we were playing tarzan the monkey man but ally was pai seh-ed.so i happily went,'lets be more mature and recite the elements on the periodic table'.then took the science book and named all the elements.i tel u.i donno whie i hav frenx lik em.so vice chairman ally of the ho- club.shal i sae the term ho- shal be used to cover u up from further embarrassment or a change of indentity.heekx.keep up ur good vice chairmanship.!
east division dae rawked.KCGG rawks.we won first place in sandwich making.the emcee was lik.'wanna gues who won?'.then shui hui told us to jus scream KC even though there were no expectations.then we were all.KCEEEEEEE.and the emcee was like 'chij katong conveeeeeeeent'.hahax.chai chee cld hav gone deaf frm all the screaming canx.hahax.amee knew a number of cute scouts eh amee.hahax.she knew quite a number of other pple tho._whoAx.hahax.go amee!.hahax.i helped miself to a mini sandwich of cheese.eggs.mayo.i was desperate fer food.rachel frm netball last year is in dunman high guides?!.whooas.and tricia too.riight.hav confirmed.changkat changi is such a mnm school.(mat n minah)
miss my laptop
miss my imesh
miss kcp's mee sup(so the point)
nkf.whie mus u be sooo far from pasir ris.oh wait.every place i go to is either 500 lightyears away frm pasir ris.
better be off
chan drak khun!
(ha)
we gonna clap back
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x 4/03/2004 10:53:00 PM
Monday, March 29, 2004
to talk
wat
jes
happened
-stones-
i cant believe it.-deep breath-.dearie_.i stil luv yoo.we've got our third's to look forward ta.-easy grinn-.ive missed u.sorrie i was all drowsy and.snottish.ha.i was sickk
mc.!-hugs mc like fk-.i reallie missed staying up late and shit.not running 2.4.aiys.the doctor saes im overpressuring mieself.-stones-.i think im not pressured even a tad bit.then came the good part where she said i got good public speaking skills.ha.she said i was a pure convent girl.awww.-grinns-
got love hina 9.urhms.yerp.i stil cant believe wat happened.-hits head on wall-.
borrowed Tale of the Two Cities.
im real tired
love u honei
i noe this much is truu
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x 3/29/2004 10:58:00 PM